We were given a gift of grace that was SO extreme, I am at a loss for words...
I was thinking a lot about it and realized that all I can do is accept it and then worship the Giver. I thanked the hands that delivered it as well (manners after all) but truly realizing that if it weren't for the Giver, this gift of grace would not have come...
I was throwing around ideas as to why I am so stumped by this gift and something hit me.,,
I think that I subconsciously assume I deserve most of the graces I have been given in my life. Almost like I am entitled to them (i.e. I deserve answered prayer because I am a Christian after all). But I KNOW I have done absolutely nothing to deserve this one. And yet, He gave it to me anyway. AND, He reminded me that it is not only this gift of grace that I don't deserve......He gives them to me undeservedly and only wants (not expects) me to thank and worship the Giver!
So, I am repenting tonight for being too justified in my reception of the grace that is continually being poured out to me and I am asking that I depend on, and accept Him more fully now than ever. :)
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